I moved from another country and came to America and I was not in stable to think that I could handle a relationship, since I had broken up with my boyfriend from home. As time pass I started to find interest in this guy at school. I always had my guard up since my first boyfriend experience and I had it up with him, but finally I let him in and I grew to love him so much that everything that I do or wanted to do involved him. Our bond grew so strong that he ask me if I would ever think of marrying him and I knew that from that day forward things would be different and it was. Right now I want to go back home and study but I dont think I can bear being away from him for so long. I am trying really hard to go to college up here so that I can be with him but I dont know if he still wants me to be the mrs. in his life.