.. Lost Love ..
In so many ways it seems like nothing has changed since the first time i met you and even had you.. like you are the same AMAZING guy.. but then again it seems like i dont really know you anymore.like ive heard about all the things that you have been accused of doing.. but when i was with you, when i knew you there is no possible way you could have done any of that. NO WAY!! i wanna ask you about it ALL but i guess im to affraid of your response or maybe even to scared you'll go back to hating me. I really dont want that and i dont think i could handle it. you finally came back to me and finally realized i was EVERYTHING you ever wanted and needed.. so you say.. but to late.. because then you left me again.. only this time you didnt leave the relationship you left the state..
you moved 6 hrs away..but it seems like its around the world.. i lost you again.. now i just have to hope you come back to me one day andbe in my arms actually i wanna b in yours. but maybe i should give up the little hope i have but i havent only because my heart wont let me. so until i see you again ill cherish the memories and the emails we exchange every few days. i miss you!!
