November 22, 2005 (My B-day!!)
Thursday 1:47pm

Today is my birthday, and guess what I got? Yup, a car!! A pink convertible Porsche. I like totally knew mommy and daddy were going to get me one, but I still acted surprised. I get my license this weekend and can’t wait to go with Portia (Tia for short) to Nordstrom’s. (and, of course to drive my new car…all by myself.) I’ve got a personal shopper there named Mandy and she is awesome. She knows exactly what I like, and makes sure the style is still in (I don’t want to go walking around out of date…OMG that would be so tacky!) Then we’re off to the Spa. OMG I can’t wait to get my nails done. Ooo and then I’m getting a full body wrap which I’ve never done before. My mom owns the spa so I get extra attention; and because – of course – it’s my birthday. BTW Landon is coming over at 7pm; he’s taking me out on a romantic date. I want to look über hot for him, so Tia’s gonna come over at four to help me pick out an outfit.

Yesterday at school my friends gave me a Kate Spade hand bag filled to the brim with gift cards to all the best stores. It was all Tia’s idea, she’s my true friend, all the other girls just follow me cause I’m popular. Well, except KiKi, and Lydia, they’re amazing friends. Landon gave me flowers and a huge teddy bear. I’m a little upset that he didn’t get me jewelry, but maybe next year. (I’ll make it really obvious.)

This morning Juanita made me low carb pancakes with sixteen candles. They were delicious; she’s the best cook we’ve ever had. I wonder where Landon is taking me tonight. I hope its somewhere really fancy. I wonder what were going to do afterward…if he’ll take me somewhere…you know a secret place…a private one. Well whatever…I’ll give you the 411 when I get back.

What else can I tell you about…oops…mom’s calling me…she’s home (finally)…bye!

November 23, 2005: Friday 12:20am

Landon is the best b/f ever!! Well let me start from the beginning. Tia came at 4:30 (late as always.) at least she made it, besides she brought over some of her dresses, to add to my options. An hour later we finally decided that I should wear my red halter top dress with heels to match since it was cold - in the 40s! brrr. I wore my button down black coat, with fur collar. Too bad it isn’t cold enough for my boots – I guess I’ll have to save them for next year in NYC. Then Tia helped me put my hair in a French twist, and curled the ends. That took about thirty minutes. Then we put on my makeup - silver eye shadow, and red lip gloss, with a hint of blush – I looked sooooooo hot (If I do say so myself) OMG, I am so totally vain but I have a lot to be vain about. (note to self: make sure that no one ever reads this – I don’t want people to know how vain I am!!!!!)

Back to my story…as soon as I was finished getting ready the door bell rang…I ran as fast as I could in my 2 1/2 inch heels down the stairs to answer the door; and there he was, wearing slacks, a button down shirt, and holding a bouquet of pink roses and lilies. I called for Juanita to put them in a vase for me so they would be alive when I got back (I’m looking at them now.) I walked out the door and waved to Tia, who gave me a little thumbs’ up for good luck. When I turned around, I saw Landon’s dad’s Martin V12 Vanquish. (I think he borrowed it…if he didn’t I hope he doesn’t get in trouble b/c of me) Its dark green coat looked as if Landon had spent all day polishing it for our big night. As he opened the car door for me, he told me I looked beautiful. Throughout the night I could feel him taking quick glances at me...I felt grateful for the curves I had developed over the summer. Anyway…I was actually surprised to be parking in front of my favorite restaurant ever!! (some French thing that I can’t spell.) I thought he would be taking us to the place where we had our first date. Anyway…he had a reservation for us…which is the first time he has ever reserved anything for us…not even for my last B-day. He had gotten us one of those small private rooms for couples…I was SO excited, you have like no idea…it was so totally awesome, and romantic. We made out while waiting for our food…something behind his kiss was different, and I still can’t figure out what it was…but it was the best kiss I’ve ever gotten from him! (note to self: make him do this for all my birthdays to come.)  We ate our delicious food…I had the rigatoni (my fav) while he had some fish thing; which tasted amazing. (another note: make sure to ask him what he ordered for next time.) Landon then surprised me with a silver bracelet with my name engraved on it…he said that he wanted to save the gift for our night. (he is with out a doubt the best b/f ever!!) I can’t believe he did know that I wanted jewelry! I didn’t even have to tell him…he’s good! After dinner we went to an ice cream parlor and walked around down town, holding hands, and just talking about anything. (we haven’t done that in a while…it was nice) Then he drove me up to ‘the hill’ yes…I said ‘the hill’ where everyone takes there date to have a little make out time…OMG I was in pure bliss…the night couldn’t have been better. Then he took me home and said that he would be over later tonight…(I think he wants to continue where we left off in the car  ) lol…before you judge me I do have a line that he can’t cross…but he’s nowhere near it yet!! ;) WOW I’ve written a lot…more than on any English paper for school…that’s for sure. (note to self: make sure Ms. Wincoff doesn’t see this journal, and know how much I can actually write!!) Ooo…there’s tapping at my window…Landon’s here…TTYL!!! BYE!

Randi <3

November 23, 2005 2:39

Landon is such a perverted BASTARD!!! He crossed the line!! I would’ve never thought he would try to do that to me. He’s such a smarmy little asshole!! I thought he was different from other guys…but I guess I was wrong…he’s just in it for the sex like all the rest of them!!! *sighs with exasperation* AND ON MY BIRTHDAY!!! I can’t believe him! Sorry…you probably don’t know what I’m talking about…but I don’t know if I could write it…it will just aggravate me…but I have to get it off my chest…have the ENTIRE world know to NEVER date Landon O’ Neil. Well…from my last entry you know that Landon was tapping on my window. Well I went to the window, and he stood there with his gorgeous eyes and arms open…waiting to catch me. I rolled my eyes and told him to give me 15 min. He smiled but I knew he was anxious. So I ran around my room trying to find something casual and cute. So I put on my capris and my sexiest top I had (my belly shirt) but I didn’t know it would make him want to…well we’ll get to that part. So I quietly snuck out the front door, and met him at his car. He opened the door for me and whispered compliments in my ear. I grinned and got into his BMW. He took me to his house and we snuck up to his room. He locked the door, and quickly got us to the point we had reached at ‘the hill’ and I was enjoying myself…being loved so much. (or so I thought) We took a break, and he snuck down stairs to get us some snacks while I took in the contents of his room…which I now realize didn’t have a single picture of us…how could I be SO stupid…UGHHH!! Anyway…*takes deep breath*…he comes back, and we have some popcorn (I know not your ‘make out’ snack…but what is?) and he starts trying to show off by throwing up a piece and then catching it in his mouth. I laughed at his feeble attempts. Then I began trying to throw it in his mouth…of course didn’t do to well either…but a finally with a little luck (or really bad omen) I made it…and threw my arms up in victory…and fell on to his bed. (BIG MISTAKE) He was on me in an instant…which wasn’t bad…until he took the step the size of a giant right on top of the line. His hands went down…down…down…until they reached my pants…he started to unbutton. “No...off limits mister,” I teased…not knowing how serious he really was. “O come on baby…how long have we been going out, 2 years now…we’ve waited long enough,” “Baby? Since when am I your baby?” I yelled, pushing him away. “Since forever…what’s wrong…don’t you want to? Look I’ve got the protection and everything” He told me…opening his dresser drawer. “Landon I don’t want this…please let’s just keep doing what we’ve been doing? Don’t ruin our perfect evening.” “fine” he pouted. We started kissing again…and I tried not to think about what he tried to do…and then his hands were in my pants. I yelped out, and pushed him away. “Landon!! I’m not ready…were only 16!! My god!! What has gotten into you?” I yelled…though quietly so his parents wouldn’t wake up. “Then why did you dress like that!?” “Because it’s cute…but it doesn’t mean I want to have sex” I whispered the last word as if it were a bad word. He grabbed my wrist, “Please…just for fun…we could tell everyone at school. We would be so popular,” “This isn’t a popularity contest Landon…this is my life…now LET GO!” I yanked my wrist from his tight grasp, and quickly left his room. I got out my cell phone and dialed the familiar number of Tia…she’s with me now…watching me write this. She came to my rescue, and flicked Landon off for me…at this point I was in tears…and in hysteria. I still can’t believe Landon would do that…I thought we had something special…but I guess I was wrong. Some sweet sixteen this has been. Tia says I need to stop now…I’m working myself up again. Bye.

Randi